Change of Locale

For the forseeable future I’ll be a full-time blogger/photographer as I’ve taken an extended leave of absense from my job, home and life…

I’m not going to go into details, but things have been brewing for quite a while now and it’s all reached a point where I deided that it was time to take a break, for the sake of me and everyone around me. See, I have issues with things I’m not even going to go into, but it’s compulsive behaviour that I really need to stop, otherwise I’m probably going to ruin the best thing I got going, ever. So last night, I packed my belongings into a suitcase and 4 boxes, crated Sally, loaded them up into a car and drove away, luckily my ex (and possibly my current right now, not got round to figuring that out just yet) offered to take me in, otherwise I’d be in a hotel, then the airport, then gone…

So I dunno how long this will take, a few days, a few weeks, a month, possibly longer, but it’s nice to know that even though I’m a selfish, miserable bastard at the best of times, I have this circle of friends, albeit a small circle of friends, who still support me even though I’ve hurt them more than they even care to tell.

Right now I’m just sad I had to leave two of the nicest people you could possibly find in the lurch so to speak… I really do not deserve the patience and the amount of last chances they have given me over the last 18 months.

Thanks for everything Phil & Erika, I’ll be back, I promise that…

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2 responses to “Change of Locale”

  1. Champ Manager Avatar
    Champ Manager

    gregor.

    will u please call me o dad ..,,,asasp

  2. Jennifer Avatar

    Howdy dude…

    Try not to beat yourself up too much. I know you will. We all do. Even after a month of not working, I still sometimes find my mind wandering stealth like through the ‘What if’s, What happend?, Why? AAAAAH!’

    Don’t let your mind do this to you. I often have to say to myself STOP!

    Life is what it is. The Ups and Downs…sounds stupid but true.

    Your meant to be in the position your in because you need to learn something from it. If you can’t learn from it, ….inevitably you’ll live it again…and again…and again…

    Make sense? I’m really trying to be a mind cheerleader if you will. You can’t let yourself..beat yourself up about this.

    It will get better…I promise…:)

    Good luck..and I hope you find what your searching for…

    J.