Dammit!

Turns out I’m not shivering from the cold in here, I’m ill…

Not in the “I’ve got a runny nose so it must be the flu” ill… The full blown shaking and shivering, nauseous, afraid to eat because the two bits of toast I had stayed down for all of 2 minutes, stomach churning feeling…

I guess the events of the last few days hasn’t helped my general state of health. I can’t stay in the house though as my mind is wandering to really freaky daydreams, well not daydreams as such, but episodes of panic and with this my mind conjures up strange sights that doesn’t help matters.

I need to see a doctor really soon before I lose what I have left of my mind…