Release…

“Hold on tightly, let go lightly.”

I spoke to her on the phone, and we spoke candidly about a variety of subjects… Me, her, our life together and our future apart and it was great!

No really… I feel like a great weight has been lifted off my shoulders. I was fearing the worst when I called, so did she (as she later told me), but looking back, I wish we could have been more open like that in the past. We agreed to remain close friends, but that’s all, which is cool by me, mainly because I’d rather have her in my life than not as she is such a huge part of it… I’m still gonna care about her and worry about what she’s doing and try to look out for her as best as I can but mostly I’ll always love her.

This sums it all up:

Youth by Trent Navillus
What a bore
the days of yore
Counting countless measures
Drinking shit
and swapping spit
Engaging earthly pleasures
Young and dumb
and full of cum
Excreting tiny treasures
Reading writing
always fighting
Loving daily leisures.

I don’t know if you’ll ever read this Melody, but I hope you could see where I was coming from all along… I’ll see you around sometime soon, at least it wont be as awkward as we feared…